Each day I have a 40 minute drive to work and some days and hour drive home. Usually I'm on the phone with a friend or relative to ease the drive. The last few days I have been just riding and listening to music and my head. My head keeps reminding me that there is something more in life I'm supposed to do. My spirit keeps tugging at me to get busy and take care of my life in so many ways. Yet, I struggle with really following my own dream. I struggle with taking care of me. I struggle to know that I deserve the best for me. Why do I struggle? FEAR!!! False Evidence Appearing Real
Now I have to really walk on faith and prove that I can do whatever it is i'm supposed to do and that I deserve it.
Just for today I will love myself and know that I provided for, protected and professing!!!
Watch out now!
Monique Renee
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