It is a new year and a new life for me. I went alone to Montego Baby, Jamaica to rejuvenate my mind, body and spirit. Right before the trip I found myself becoming nervous and I didn't understand it. Yet, in a way in my heart I knew I did. I really was starting my life over after a brief marriage. It was scary and exciting at the same time. I prayed and truly meditated over ending the marriage and it wasn't easy to do so but I did end it. It still hurts from time to time but it was best for me to move on.
Some how I thought going to Jamaica would make me feel like a beautiful, smart, capable woman again. That wasn't the purpose of the trip I have come to figure out. I will always be beautiful, smart and capable of whatever I need to do. This trip was about forgiveness and letting go of the anger and bitterness of the marriage. I thought I was over being angry and I wasn't. I thought I was happy but I wasn't.
Now I am back home and I have come to realize, happiness truly comes from within and no matter what, we must all find it! Embrace happiness and enjoy it. Laugh at the silly stuff. Eat the piece of cake. Too many "I can't" will lead you to a miserable life. Enjoy the life God has blessed you with.
Even if you are alone, God is always with you. It make not be the strong arms that you want embracing you at night but you are taken care of.
Get to know yourself so when the right person does come along there will be no question as to if this is the right person or not. Love should not be hard. Love is very simple and easy.
May love find us each and everyday throughout our lives.
Peace and blessings!
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