I feel good today. Not sure what it is that has clicked. Well maybe I do. I had been feeling down about myself and not sexy any longer since my separation. I couldn't stand that feeling but I couldn't shake it. I thought going to Jamaica and having all of those sexy chocolate men hitting on me would make me feel better and it didn't. Then IT happened when I least expected it. I was at the doctors office on Monday (pneumonia for the third time this year....that's why I quit smoking!!!) and I heard this male voice in the waiting room and thought to myself what a nice voice but I figured it would be attached to some unattractive OLD man. Like i'm not old. LOL Well I walk out of the office and there is a very handsome, well built cute drop of chocolate sitting there. He said hello to me as I was saying goodbye. Then he asked me why was I sad. I asked him to repeat his question and he asked why wa I sad and I told him I wasn't sad, just sick with pneumonia. He told me to get out of the cool air and have a great day. Just that very tiny dialogue had me feeling sexy and attractive again. I felt like I could go on with my life and meet other men. Now mind this young man was probaby in his 20's and talking to me like he would his mother but it made my day. I now have a little extra spring in my step again and I have the young man at the Doctor's office to thank for that!
I'm getting my sexy back ya'll watch out!!!
Much love and blessings
Monique Renee
